To the woman who believed this year would be a year of peace and genuine love, I'm sorry that these days, weeks, and months have been so unkind to you. You are magic, and even though it doesn't always seem that way, you are what occurs when dreams and nightmares clash. You represent strength and survival. A beautiful moment of life deciding to continue onward even through hell fire. I hope you are reading this right now, I long to reach you. I know that grief comes in waves. When you're driving alone at night, while you're watching a movie, while you're getting ready for work, and all of the sudden it hits you, how much you miss someone, and your breath catches and tears flow. The sadness is so great it's mentally painful. I hope you know that you have always been more than enough, even when others decide to overlook you. I hope this next year is kinder to you. I hope you continue to fight for all that you deserve. I know it hasn't been easy but I like to think that you are stronger than you've ever been. Thank you to the woman for reading this. I am that woman. I am.
Oh kekasihku, Bagaimana mungkin ini semua akan terlupakan Sedangkan kau masih terpatri dalam hatiku Begitu pula diriku, masih terpaut dalam hatimu jua yang murni itu Meski skizofrenia telah merenggutmu dariku, Anastasyaku, Kau tetap senja terindah dalam hidupku, Jingga, sendu, dan mengharu.. ( 2012. Lelaki itu, duduk terpaku dilorong rumah sakit. Seluruh bagian tubuhnya berasa hancur untuk pertama kalinya. Pikirannya kalut. Memori-memori di otaknya seakan seperti berputar-putar dalam kepalanya. Dokter yang baru saja ditemuinya telah mendiagnosa Anastasya, kekasihnya, dengan diagnosis schizophrenia paranoid. Ia begitu terguncang mendengar diagnosa dokter itu. Anastasya, kekasihnya, istrinya, yang baru ia nikahi 3 bulan yang lalu, yang ia pacari dulu 4tahun yang lalu, bagaimana bisa skizofrenia merenggut Anastasya dari lelaki itu.. Merenggut semua ingatannya, merenggut kehidupannya yang indah itu, dan merenggut senyuman mungilnya yang syahdu. Ia begitu tak mengira b...
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